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Assalamualaikum, I really think that I should be more active in blogging. Words instead of picture. Like years ago before instagram. By the way I just ate sweet porridge and it makes me happy muehehehhehe. My relationship going well. I used to think that communication is the key! But nope, you have to be sensible too. Not everything can be discuss, not all emotional thing can be talk about, but if you sensitive towards your partner inshaAllah everything will be sort out! If you see your partner who always bubbly and love talking suddenly he or she keep silent, you must sense something is not right, if he or she doesn't want to eat but he or she usually have big appetite yes you must sense it. Being sensible means your care. Being sensible means he or she is important to you. Being sensible means world for someone who in love with YOU. I hope everyone will find their sensible partner. Aminn.

Assalamualaikum, So Alhamdulillah I'm married now. Sometimes I'm happy sometimes I'm not. Thats the reality we cant deny. I want the best for this marriage and I feel like no one gonna complete me like how my husband did. But sometime I feel like did he deserve me? did I deserve to be treat this way? I dont know. I've change now, I'm not how I used to be. I can handle my anger, I can tolerate, I can give in and I can forgive easily now. Am I become more mature now? or I no longer care. I dont know. Well Im writing this post during sad time hahahhahahah sorry for the emotional post. What do you guys think? Can a princess be treated like normal human sometimes?

Assalamualaikummmmmmmmmmm, So the wedding will be around four more months and guess what! I dont know if we can make it or not HAHHAHAHHAHHA Lets pray for the best shall we :D

Assalamualaikum, Hi my non exist reader!!!!! HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA Okay gais please understand the title, I dont know if this is complicated or weird. Okay here the story, my fiancee (sorry I skip the 'I said yes to the second ring' post) is very kind, polite, loving and nice which I dont deserve. I am sooooooooooooooooo in love with him. However, This is how I make it complicated. We are having a really good, understanding, full of love and mature relationship but I always get jealous when other couple having an argument or fighting with each other. Because for me thats the real relationship! I want to be like them too. But my fiancee always give in to me, he always let me win and surprisingly I get frustrated. DO YOU GAIS FEEL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?!!! Alamak Got to go, gonna prepare for iftar. Today menu : Carbonara Spagetti! hihi Selamat berbuka gais!

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Assalamualaikum, My life quite upside down lately. I fall in love and life feels so great! (but still kena ingat mati gaiss). I love him and he like me too. I'm not sure if he already fall in love (fyi : we halfly arranged marriage, I know it sound so weird but thats the truth hahha), but its okay I'll make sure he love me too later kahkah. So much thing going right now, but I had to skip some part (he asked for my ring size, we met for the first time oh god I almost faint even we met less than 10 seconds for me to try the ring, he change his atm pin number to my date of birthday omg, and so much more). I DONT WANT TO ENGAGE BUT THE ELDERS ASKED FOR IT *urghh* So Mak Long simply explain about the meaning of each ring : 1st ring : The guy show his sincere intention to know the girl and to ask whether the girl is single and available or not? LOL ME IS SO SINGLE 2nd ring : both are not allowed to have relationship with OTHER guy or girl!!! 3rd ring : HALALAN...

Assalamualaikum, HAHAHHAHAHHAHA Sorry for the title but.. hahhahahahhahahha Its been awhile having this butterflies in my stomach. Selalu ada ayam guring je kat dalam tu. LOL. I change from avril lavigne - get over it / what the hell to avril lavigne - I love You real quick. I never thought that I will feel this moment once again. It so beautiful that I want to cry LOL avril's lyric. I listen a lot to Yuna's songs sampai budak office menyampah kahkahkah excuse me gais! I'm in love. Oh ya, we still talking using DM in insta, hahha even he already got my number. Weirdly, I like it that way, you know so we both know there is line that should not be crossed. We start talking I dont know? around January 2017. He is so cute HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA, he cute because he is not cheesyyyyyy, he is cute because he love cats and dogs, he is cute because he closed to his nieces, he is cute because he have small group of friends but closed to them, he is cute because he likes sp...

Assalamualaikum! Hikhik I'M SOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!! I'm so excited for my next next trip! Hikhik. I put less expectation on this trip because it never in my top list for vacation trip. But after I study the place, masyaAllah its gonna be so fun! Plus I read that the weather is quite chill. Actually ni quite spontaneous trip. Kawan tanya "nak join tak dia and officemates pi Bandung?" I pulak jenis pantang orang ajak, kahkah kata nak ikuttttttt. Plus tengah stress terok ni nak nangis huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa kerja stress penat nangis kat toilet. K tu je kot. HAHAHHAHA Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Assalamualaikum, I know this is crazayyy title. So, I might be married next year (2018) if I tak mati la kan. So, the closed person to me banyak yang freak out because it too sudden. Including Along. SHE WAS LIKE " IKA BETUL KE KAU NAK KAHWIN". And I dont aswered her because I'M FREAKING OUT TOO! So the guy is actually my relative (but I never talked to him in person - yeah we talking using social network itu pun sembang pasal makanan and how I gonna lose my weight. Yes we never talked about the main issue because it too awkward. HAHAHAHA). We never dating and we don't have each other phone number (omg I really like this situation). And what make me happier is he see me without make up, I'm not wearing cloth that shows my body line and I talk the way I talk with my friends (paham lah I boyish sikit). LEGA WOIII TAK PAYAH NAK COVER-COVER. There is part of me that not confident with this idea. Love after marriage is not as simple as we see in movie....

Assalamualaikum, Lately aku rasa happy semacam. Rasa macam high gila, tak tahu lah sebab terlebih minum kopi ke apa kan, macam bahagia je padahal tak bercinta pun. Macam eish pelik lah, aku terlebih gula ke haaa? aku punya ceria macam aku dekat depan pintu gerbang USJ ha kau bayangkan betapa riangnya, to the point aku kacau budak intern buat kerja sebab aku terlalu HAPPY. Aku macam nak melompat-lompat eishh. Bila aku tak dapat control rasa girang neh, aku istighfar banyak-banyak, aku takut sangat kalau ini dugaan Allah bagi sebab nak uji aku, bagi aku cinta dunia. Masyaallah, yang kedua sebab aku takut Allah tarik rasa ceria ini dengan keadaan resah. Ketiga, adakah sebenarnya aku stress tapi aku dah gila thats why jadi macam ni. HAHHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHHA K Aku rasa sebab banyak lagu best lately kot sebab tu mood aku berubah kot LOL. Lagu between us by cnblue and lagu Fox by Joy OST untuk kdrama liar and his lover bila aku dengar kan terus rasa berbunga dan berumput kahkah. ...

I FOUND THAT MY BLOG NAME IS NOT COOL AT ALL. JUST BECAUSE I LOVE MOCHA FLAVOUR SO MUCH BEFORE. AND I HATE THE TASTE NOW BECAUSE IT A BIT BITTER TO MEH. SHOULD I CHANGE IT TO LATTE INSTEAD. LULZ

Assalamualaikum! Im so exhausted!!!! Peak period is coming and my period also coming zzzzz so I feel so weak ah penat. But compared to my colleague from account department they definitely more tired than me. Haih but juggling between tax and admin department was tired F tooooooo! Funny how tiring and nerve wrecking moment at the office, I still love my job and my firm. Hikhik This is my fourth firm, definitely the crazayy journey that I never thought would happened to me. Screwed people who thoughts I jumping from one firm to another because Im a weak fresh graduated. Some firm should learn why staff resign from their firm instead of judging. Nevertheless, I appreciated all ilmu that they had given to me, syukur Alhamdulillah. And thank you Allah for giving me hope. I pray to Allah if my fourth firm still not for me (environment, job scope, salary, opportunity to growth etc), I will stop job hunting for external accounting company and go internal instead, and thank you so ...

Assalamualaikum! Stress sangat sebab tak boleh log in Tumblr sobs.. Tumblr dulu guna email zaman kekanaks hahha so email tu dah tak boleh bukak eish benci tau! Tumblr pulak suruh reset password, mandatory! so dia hantar password ke email lama so how laa nak log in kan eish! Dah la blog ni pun guna email kekanaks tu, huwaaaa if I lost this blog how I gonna live my laiffffffff! K melampau sangat. Tapi serious sayang sangat blog ni, dari 2010 kot!! I was freaking 18 years old kot masa tuh peh peh peh Okay back to topic, banyak orang kongsi dekat Facebook and Twitter about your own time zone. About how you should not compare yourself to other. But of course laa kita suka compare, macam aku umur 25 tahun, rasa macam wild young and free lagi rasa tak terbeban what so ever, but bila aku tengok kawan sekolah yang sebaya, dah ada anak dua! OMG youu looks soo old! Not their appearance I means their own self full with responsibility and I don't think I can do that. Tha...

Assalamualaikum! Hihi sambungan untuk previous post, kami semua ke Gamcheon Cultural Village yang juga dipanggil Santorini of Busan! Santorini [Google] Gamcheon Cultural Village Haaaaaaaaaaa lebih kurang sama kan? Siapa kata tak sama aku gigit dia! Kedudukan rumah yang bertingkat-tingkat dan berwarna-warni laa menyebabkan kampung ini dipanggil Santorini of Busan. Masyaallah punyalah mencabar nak pergi ke sini. FYI kami pergi ke Korea tanpa tour guide tau everything based on kebijaksanaan kawan-kawan aku yang study the routes before pergi. So basically kami main redah je hahhaha. Lepas lunch at local restaurant (in other post aku akan cita detail pasal makanan) kami pun ke Gamcheon ni, tapi aku  kami punya energy level dah teruk sangat dah sebab kan oleh Taejongdae Cliff tu, masyaallah sisthurrr nak nangis rasa. Tapi kami proceed jugak sebab apa? sebab Malaysia boleh! kahkahkah Dari local restaurant tu kami walk ke bus stop and naik bas nombor berapa ntah, ...

Assalamulaikum! GOOD MORNING BUSANNNNNNNNNNNN!!! And it was freezing cold!!! Camne nak tempuh winter trip neh, autumn pun cam nak menangis sejuknya! Subuh tak ingat pukul berapa masa tu dalam 4 pagi kot, ntah tak ingat, yang penting pukul 6 dah terang. So berbekalkan roti tuna as breakfast kami bergerak ke Taejongdae Cliff! Kami mai sebabkan ada 1 scene dekat drama King 2 Hearts. Part tu sedih so kitorang nak pergi sana and nangis kat sana hahha K Second hero mati kat sini wehhhhhh T.T [Google] letchegoo cari oppa!! Perjalanan nak ke tempat oppa mati tu tak lah seindah mana, penat jugak laa mendaki, ada disediakan train untuk naik ke puncak, tapi kami datang awal sangat masa tu hahhah so kami decide untuk daki jelah, boleh bakar lemak sekali.  Berapa lama kah lagi terpaksa aku mendaki?  Ini dibina untuk bagi peringatan dan nasihat pada orang yang nak bunuh diri and terjun daripada cliff ni, untuk inga...

Assalamualaikum, Okay sambungan for previous post.  Kami sampai Incheon Airport almost 4pm macam tu ke 3pm ek tak ingat hhahahha. Landing je lagu Shinee dah berkumandang dalam flight omomomo cam tak  percaya dah sampai!! So 1st kali kami decide untuk solat jamak zuhur asar kemudian topup t-money (touch n go) and naik train to busan. Haaaaa cerita dia sampai-sampai tu memang blur ah, kami cari prayer room, masuk-masuk je untuk agama lain, ahh sudah acaner neh, last-last kami solat kat luar prayer room tu selepas dihalau  disuruh keluar oleh pompuan mana ntah kat dalam tu. Maka solat lah kami dikawasan yang tersorok sikit hahhah taklah tersorok sangat actually. Ada je orang pandang tapi buek tak tahu aje lah. Oh ya dalam toilet tak ada air ya sisthurrr haa ambik air dekat sinki then isi dalam botol. Pepandai lah nak hidup, Alhamdulillah benda wajib dah selesai kami pun pi topup t-money. Kami dah ada t-money nya sebab ada member punya member kerja dekat korean...

Assalamualaikum! Berbunga hati masa menaip, hahhaha. Sebab daripada zaman ramajeww memang nak sangat pergi Korea. Alhamdulillah masa umur 23 tahun (2015) ada rezeki jejak kaki kat sana. Semoga dipermudahkan ke tanah suci pulak lepas ni. Aminn. Tetiba nak blogging pasal Korea yang sooo last year punya cerita sebab tengah prepare for our third oversea trip (2017)! Miahahhaha Okay plan nak ke Korea ni masa zaman study (2014), BFF pulak jenis minah Korea juga so everything went so well gitchu HAHAHA. Kami pergi berlima, semua perempuan, plan nya ada beberapa BFF lagi ikut but ada yang terpaksa declined atas sebab tertentu. Teringat one of member text kata cam ne ni Izza nak proceed ke? sobs sobs . Yelaa berlima je pergi, our first oversea trip together pun Singapore je pergi USS itu pun balik hari and yang pergi pun ramai dalam 10, ni nak pergi Korea 9 hari berlima je GILA KAU NOKS!  TAPI SEBAB KAMI GILA Aku pun kata 'kalau kau okay aku okay je' terus dia p...

Assalamualaikum!! Hikhik I'm soooo gonna blogging again! I will never ever abandoned you my dear blog! Hiks

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Assalamualaikum! Murung nya title post, hahah So, I decided to resign on this coming 15 June 2016. Aku tahu aku akan menyesal like memalam menjerit, "KENAPA?! KENAPA KAU RESIGN ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH" But, it happened. Bila orang tanya kenapa, susah nak cakap sebab yang tanya tu pun nanti salahkan kita balik. So aku diam je. Except kawan yang faham what I've been through. Aku tak nak orang-orang yang dah berpengalaman cakap buruk pasal fresh grad. Manja, pemalas, tak pandai berdikari, bodoh, lembab, ketuk baru jalan, etc. Yang bodoh dan sebagainya tu aku bukan semua fresh grad teruk macam aku. Bila kena marah aku anggap itu adalah learning process, but manusia kan bila dah selalu dengar benda negatif, jadi demotivated even pokok pun layu kalau hari-hari kena carut. So, I quit. Aku x quit dari cita-cita dan impian tapi quit bekerja dengan orang yang negatif seperti mereka. Good luck Izza. U can do this! Aminn