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Assalamualaikum, Tadi baru lepas taklimat JPA untuk biasiswa..sangat seram bolee? takut sangat kalau pointer jatuh :/ plus andai terlanggar agreement like TER kahwin ke sepanjang tempoh 4 tahun ni pulak tu TER buat pernikahan kat Thailand, tak ke giler..ganti rugi RM 110 000 kot! celah mana nak cari? okay,pasal kahwin tu aku tak cuak..aku lebih concern pasal pointer,err.. Sambil-sambil nak hilangkan stress..cehh bukak laa facebook jap,pehhh makin stress pulak lepas tengok gambar ni,siap kena tag lagi walaupun takdak dalam gambar,aku dah nampak dah 'permainan' along neh,ggrrrr..perlu ke tunjuk dekat aku yang mereka bahagia tanpa diriku disisi?? tsskkk..aku ber' hempas pulas ' belajar kat sini,depa berdondang sayang dekat USS singapore, Keputusannya aku tak nak balik JB,selagi diorang tak pujuk aku..tak kira! bahagia betul wajah madam.. =.= tanpa aku, anak yang 'paling baik' 'sopan' ...

Assalamualaikum, Previous..previous..previous post was spoiled! Stress punya pasal,adess So last day,saturday after Baksis Class I go straight away to The Mines semata-mata for breaking dawn  :')  sumpah sedih,nasib baik Bella reborn semula,tapi pada aku part yang sadis was the time bella father nak let go her..its hard beb! second bila Jacob terduduk lepas pandang anak Bella,he not that strong to kill that sweet little baby! her eyes soo adorable~ Selain sedih,sumpah series twilight ni sangat funny..mereka tak perlu buat muka bodoh untuk buat penonton gelak! Okay,motif post bukan untuk cerita pasal breaking dawn..hehe,actually because one thing that I think people should concern about. Dulu dekat previous post aku ada cakap yang wallet aku kena kebas dalam surau Mines,my fault adalah letak bag dekat belakang tanpa ada orang jaga, while me solat at front.Madam marah kata madam : kenapa tak letak bag dekat depan,orang sekarang solat.. bag letak depan sejadah ...

Assalamualaikum, Hey there.. I just wanna say sorry, for being selfish maybe? try to avoid sometimes? There is one moment,that I wanted to be alone. Because I used to it before. Sitting alone. Sometimes,be a person that have no sense its difficult, I wanted to cheer for you, But I cant, Because I used to it. Yup,I let almost all of them beside my family, Settle up their problem by their own. I cant cry for you. I cant let go my book just for you. I cant spend time with you more than I should spend with my study. I'm already addicted, I wanted 4flat badly, Though its hard. Perhaps time would change me, Because deep in my heart, I believe you are the special one. Its hard to admit. But yes you are.. FF

Assalamualaikum, Otak aku rasa kosong, Aku patut gembira..minggu yang busy dah berakhir, Masa siapkan assignment,aku kata aku nak buat itu! aku nak buat ini! But now,aku rasa macam nak duduk jer dalam bilik.. Pandang luar tingkap, Sumpah minggu ni memenatkan! Aku korbankan tido sikit demi sikit, Aku minum nestcafe supaya aku berjaga, Padahal aku rasa macam nak muntah.. Aku baca buku Griffin tebal nak mam.. Aku paksa diri baca nota komputer, Padahal aku benci subjek tu.. Sabtu pulak ada koko,haihh.. Aku rasa macam nak melayang, Kurang tidur mungkin.. Ya aku perlukan tidur lebih banyak dari bayi, Erm.. =.=

There is something that you can't hold It came on uncertain time, when you laugh or even sad, though you tried damn hard to not let it show up.. I call it stupid! but others call it as.. Tears

p/s : jumpa dekat FB,       +_+

Assalamualaikum, This post been created after I had some conversation with ekin.Keep thinking bout that. Its almost 1 and half year I leave him,there are some people asking why we broke up..I have no answer for it on that moment,because the emotion was up side down,and keep quiet was the best way. I can say that these happen because each other fault,I'm tired and I don't want cry anymore. After end of relationship, I'm happy,and seriously I'm more happy than before :) sorry for being too honest. It would be tired if your partner could not understand your principles.  - Dia kata disebabkan saya tak mahu naik motor dengan dia,dia mahu beli kereta.. - Dia kata dekat kawan perempuan saya,yang saya tak suka dia dan kawan saya saling bertukar-tukar pesanan ringkas. - Dia kata saya lebihkan kawan perempuan saya berbanding dia.. The true is, Awak,kereta atau motor saya tetap tidak akan naik jika kita berdua sahaja.. Awak,hati ini tahu erti cemburu.. ...

-No matter how gifted, You alone can not change the world- L

Assalamualaikum, Stressnya..payah kalau banyak subject nak dimaintainkan..assignment! test lagi,4 flat kini terasa terlalu jauh nak digapai :/

Assalamualaikum, Muka berseri umpama mawar yang sedang mekar,hehe..because last day is my birthday and the other thing is Tun Dr.Mahadthir came to UPM..sangat-sangat teruja,and I really-really respect him,but a little bit worried bout his healthy.Anyway,the programme going smoothly nothing happen dah memadai~ So talking bout my birthday same like last year..hee,sangat tenang tanpa any jeritan or what so ever :) kat matrik aku dah sound dah,no cake please! hahha..sebab aku tak berapa suka makan kek ==" and they understand and just wish..but still jugak bagi hadiah on the other day..heee tak makan saman betul! One and only reason is..aku ni siapa yang korang nak raikan? aku tak pernah berbakti apa pun..menyakitkan hati adalah! +_+ plus..aku segan kalau orang wish..aku tak tahu kenapa,errr..sorry! *hujanturundenganlebatnya. Kalau dulu..arwah abah orang yang paling tunggu birthday aku,rajin nak beli itu ini..heee,and my parents tahu aku tak makan kek,so depa beli makanan je ...

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Assalamualaikum, Haihh..something bad happen,not really bad but complete enough to gloomy my day :( umpama mawar yang sedang layu.Errrr..make it short it was all bout clothes,yes more than one cloth. Couple weeks ago I bought some nice tshirt from Jusco,you know sales! And I cant handle it,HAHA I'm the one yang dok ulang alik at one corner that sold cloth below rm 15..err affordable kot! kata student : D.  Because I do love white shirt,so I buy one and rest with different colour and bring it to hostel,here at UPM. And we all know that white shirt can't place it in one pail with water in there..the colour from the other cloth would patch on it,blablabla.. So,I do some laundry and hanging the clothes like usual..and tadaaaa~ hours after that yeah! I can see very cool yellow choc patch on my cloth and I feel like what the &^%$#@!#$!..baik basuh before tu main campur jer! urghh..its okay,my fault I should note that next level there are peoples who also hanging their...

Assalamualaikum, Selamat Hari Raya Haji buat semua umat islam di Malaysia,hee..UPM cuti sekali lagi even tak sampai seminggu pun naik kuliah,tapi balik awal laa..esok semua dah bertolak pulang,sebab cuti kitorang tak sama dengan U lain,and bagi cik roomate yang tiada kelas pada hari selasa,TAHNIAH! T___T Berbalik pada topic,yess ini adalah penyakit yang hidup dalam diri aku berabad lamanya (jadah,abad!) DIS MALU POROSIS   MELAMPAU TES,aku cuba untuk ubati penyakit ni..kadang-kadang geram dengan diri sendiri.Penyakit ini lebih menonjol setiap kali raya datang yang memerlukan aktiviti ziarah menziar ahi berlaku. Kalau dulu,aku akan cuba cari port untuk lari dari orang lain..nak salam pun segan! apa lagi nak hidang air kat tetamu..hunus la pisau ! jangan harap aku nak pergi hidang kat depan.Kat sekolah,nak mintak ubat pensel pun suruh orang lain yang pergi mintakkan..orang yang tolong aku tu haruslah BFF aku yang paham disease aku ni,haihh..mak suruh beli sayur jap kat...