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Assalamualaikum, I ncredibly  hectic week(s)! woahhh can't breath! I did lot of mistakes here and there and I know that was my fault. Since apologize is not my thing, maybe find the solutions is the best idea! Oh ya..talking bout problems was NEVER being interesting. Ehem, I've listen to many kind of songs last hols, because I'm not a 'radio' person so definitely I won't hear any fresh songs. But since I've spend lot of my time in car (ya kuat meronda, hahha), so ya..dengar la jugak radio hikhik. Antara lagu yang catch my feeling, aww aww was sing by err..KRU?! erm..WANITA?!! *kaca terhempas* the lyric was :( and :') and :'( and T______T and =.= eh? 'Tatang hatinya bagai permata' specially for madam :) another one was little things by ID, the song was good! *percikan air mata* The moment this song was released, aku tak rasa nak dengar sebab takut kecewa. Ahahhaaha we'll always expect higher to any band that we love...

Panggil lah aku kolot, Aku tak kisah.. Sebab aku tahu kemana arah tuju jalan yang aku pilih.

Assalamualaikum, Yay ! hari minggu yang menggembirakan, tak ada kelas statistik hari jumaat..so dapat tidur lamaaa, serius lama gila ! puas hati aku, kekeke..sampai rumet naik risau sebab tak bangun-bangun -.-  Assignment ada jer, tapi haruslah di ignore! muahhaha Oh ya, tadi TOCIE memang sangat pfftt, hahha at least tak berdebar sangat macam TOCIM..memang extra better kalau tak satu group dengan orang yang kita kenal, and dapat kawan baru..I don't know why but I reallyyy reallyyy love to be friend with a guy yang you know 'lembut(?)' , tak tahu laa term tu sesuai ke tak, no heart feeling okay? diorang ni sangat baik, friendly and I don't know, I just love them..and of course laa kita tak rasa awkward kan? it's good feeling though! hikhik Back on TOCIE, it was hilarious! Izza gilaa pergi berangan waktu orang buat discussion! aku tengah elok berangan..bayangkan keindahan alam semulajadi sewaktu candidate B tengah pang pung pang pung..tetiba dia boleh mi...

I'm still single and I'm not married yet! This sem.. I really had a difficult time. I feel like I'm married to 6 pretty girls. It's really tough when I walk alone people would like.. "hey, where is your friends?" *muka pelik* "hey, you are still here? you friends told us that you already go to the class" *muka curious* pfttt Why should I be banned for walking alone? What should I say? the way they talked like "YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO WALK ALONE..IF YOU DID ! YOU WILL DIE EARLY !!!" When other people keep asking the same questions I really want to cry. I start thinking bad thing bout them like why they left me? why? ohhhhhhh why??? *drama queen* Padahal, I'm the one who asked for it. I hate waiting for people.. so I don't really like people waiting for me. Like Fina's said.. treat people like what you want people to treat you. easy huh? kalau tak pun..it's always because lack of communication. no to...

I started to worry about everything again, the weather was cold, and the sky was dark, when something is not at the right place, I hug my self, and pray to get the strengths. I won't runaway anymore.

Assalamualaikum, Aku rasa resah sangat bila dengar story Along tadi. Haritu beraya pun macam-macam cerita aku dengar daripada cikgu-cikgu..kadang-kadang aku tak tahu nak salahkan murid atau cikgu atau pihak sekolah atau mak bapak budak tu sendiri. Aku bersyukur sangat walaupun sekolah aku tu kategori tak berapa baik, tapi aku elok jer belajar kat sana dulu, cikgu pun bagus-bagus.. selalu jugak sekolah yang famous-famous panggil cikgu sekolah aku untuk bagi ceramah dan sebagainya. Aku beruntung sebab selalu berada di kelas hadapan walau tak pandai mana, tak pe semangat tu yang penting! ekekeke. Bila aku dengar cerita Along, pasal budak kelas hujung-hujung aku rasa sedih sangat, yang cina tak faham bahasa melayu, yang melayu pulak tak minat nak belajar..degil pulak lain cerita. Tadi Along cerita pasal sekolah dia, how student kelas dia..perempuan melayu dipanggil oleh penyelia petang sebab tak isi borang dengan betul, alamat rumah tak isi..hasilnya? budak tu di lempang dipipi dihad...

About year ago, I was a freshie. Anxious whole night and bundle of curiosity on how uni life is. Frustrated? yes. Funny how I can't adapt with my uni for almost the end of sem 1. I hate small room, I hate night class. I hate waiting an hour to ride the bus. I hate unmannered bus drivers. I hate people who live one the top level of my room that makes my white shirt turn brown. I hate poyo girl who mad on me when I put her cloth on sink and I hate 'the crispy cornflakes look like' on kfc spicy chicken. 1 year later, here I am. Still in the same uni, keke~ Year 2 might be tough as well, since sem 1 was tough either. I afraid. Time seems to move very fast. Year 3 will be severe year, practical. Year 4? I hate to leave this comfort zone-studying life. Experiences teach me how hard living as a worker-makan gaji. Oh this post have no any connection with Independence Day. Tajuk pun takdaq kena mengenaa. I just met my cousin and he is crazy. He remind me during my ...

Crying

Terharu, sangat terharuuuuu.. kawan lama yang gilaa lama, berusaha untuk jumpa aku. Thanks Dhia, walaupun ayat kau penuh sindiran, ekekeke tapi aku rasa macam betul. Sifat aku yang senseless ni mendorong kepada wujudnya sifat.. LUPA KAWAN(S) -Pemalas tanya khabar..apa lagi how are you..eh? -Lambat balas mesej. -Tak reti-reti nak tegur kalau on9 Sorry, aku janji akan take part :D

For a very first time ever, madam's praise a korean man :') It was a major achievement! ahahaha Madam's quite dislike a man who looks like a girl, cute..colouring their hair..yes major turn off! He is the lucky guy who been praised by world most anti Korean (Madam),  he played as Choi Kang Hyuk's in  Flower Boy Ramyun Shop Since I was too excited because of that 'achievement', I show her one of the handsome man in Korea which is a Big Bang rapper, TOP-shi! because he's known with charismatic personality and absolutely soo 'kacak'. HAHA. and Madam's agree, he was quite good looking man..and she started her lectured regarding 'a-man-and-colouring-hair' things, bla bla bla and I suddenly imagine Top's latest style for Big Bang new album.. *gulp This photo should be never ever be seen by madam's, and I really hope the 1st picture of Top's will remain firm in Madam's mind, a...

Assalamualaikum :D Sesungguhnya aku rindu sambut ramadan dekat matrik, haihh dah setahun dekat U pun still ingat matrik :( Since aku hanyalah pelajar sekolah menengah biasa yang tak pernah-pernah duduk dekat 'perantauan' masa bulan ramadan, berbanding kawan-kawan lain yang duduk dekat asrama..so ya saya noob :D Kalau dekat matrik..aku akan ingat dekat ash, my roomate..she's indian! so memang sah laa tak puasa but ash jenis sangat lah sopan, kadang dia nak lunch pun malu..kitorang yang cakap 'tak pe ash makan jer, kitorang tak kisah' yelaa umur masa tu 18, dah besar sangat! Aku pernah gurau ajak dia puasa sekali..harapan, big no dia bagi! Dia takut pengsan, tiba-tiba aku rasa proud..pada pandangan kaum lain, betapa susahnya nak puasa..satu hari tak minum air, tapi tu lah kan..betapa hebatnya parents kita didik dari kecil berpuasa even di bribe dengan RM1 satu hari :D bayangkan kau dah 20, masa tu baru nak belajar puasa, pftttt lembik satu hari! Tapi bila aku m...

Aku anggap kau artis, macam Louis Tomlinson! so aku nak jadi fan boleh? :)

I thought in the age of 20, I'm no longer in love with band boy. But what to do? age is just a number :)

Along sejak dah kahwin, aku baru sebut satu ingredient dia dah tau aku nak masak apa. =.= Aku minta tolong madam untuk belikan yeast and kepala along dah sampai... gilaaa tangkas!

I just bought a new novels, venom suria and bicara sebuah diari. I think it's supposed to be cool, since I love thriller genre, but it end up to be me having a hard time to sleep at night and afraid of dark place. =.= It's two different feelings rupanya between reading and watching. If you watching a thriller movie at least you can close your eyes and your ears (pftt background spooky music), but when reading..you can't stop you imaginations! omomomo and of course you have to be alone to fully understand the story. ALONE! and bila bunyi plastik kena tiup angin sikit..bunyi kipas..okay insecure and over paranoid! :P p/s : Bodyguard(2011)        is one of my favourite movie now!! the ending was unexpected :')        and Kareena Kapoor is soooo beautiful!

Assalamulaikum, Tajuk yang cukup gedik :D Berbekalkan roti bersama jem durian yang madam buat..aku memandang kosong sekeliling ruang bilik. Bilik besar yang mempunyai hanya seorang penghuni..sepiiii ohh sepiii, madam dah tidur, along ngan abg syukri pun mestilah dah, sebab esok kerja..alif buang tabiat tiba-tiba tidur awal, selalunya kami bersama-sama berjuang menggunakan wifi semaksimum mungkin sampai pagi since dia sekolah petang, but malam ni..dia tinggalkan aku sorang-sorang tanpa teman :( shafiq pun dah selamat ke alam mimpi. Sepanjang cuti ni aku hanya keluar sekali jer, tu pun sebab nak pergi majlis perkahwinan saudara and singgah jom heboh sekali. Konon macho nak redah JH tu, tapi pfttt insan macam aku ni tak payah la derr nak bawak kat tempat macam tu, sesak! panas! bising! aku benci betul bila orang yang buat promosi tu terpekik-pekik even pakai mic..tambah pulak aku ada sebelah speaker, cuba promote diam-diam..bisik-bisik ke, macam iklan kurma :P Disebabkan tak kel...

Older people get sensitive easily. EASILY.  Atuk's keep misunderstand us. and aunty too.  She thought we hate her.. and always feel she is burden to us.  I can say she always be awkward   if with me. I help her because I concern and care..but she feel too guilty. Madam say to me just now about the conversation between her and atuk, which is Shafiq dislike her for live here with us. Ya Allah, I'm soo speechless. That kind of delusion..ini bukan kali pertama. Pleaseee..that kind of thought was never ever crossed in our mind :(

=.="

Life is not easy, You might not get what you really want to, Perasaan 'itu'.. Bila kau rasa nak belajar subjek yang kau suka jer. Ayat BBNU : LIFE IS SO UNFAIR ! since I was 20 (matured wannabe) so yeah ! Life is soooooooooo interesting ! Because, its -challenging -unexpected -and it let excess water in your body, out through your eyes! how cool is that? :'( biarkan ku pergi juang... #np Panik

something random on 2.00 a.m? 1- I'm hungry 2 -Reading make me sick 3-Calculating make me feel annoyed 4-I'm hungry 5-I wish madam is here..cook for me ! sambal sotong :D 6-Intermediate is soooo tough, should I cry? 7-Ahhh I should stop typing and read kenegaraan. 8- Ohh I've been waitin' for cik rumet to accompany me to toilet,she refused and yeahh I will keep waitin'! 9-I need coffee-time..but I will never out from this room ALONE! but..I left my mug in toilet.    I mean not in toilet ..its near the sink. ==" 10-I'm not really coffee person though I love mocha..but I runs out of Milo..*murung* 11-I think study week drive me crazy.. 12-Or or or maybe my body lack of chocolate drink..so its drive me crazy?? p/s : Tidur lah lambat mana pun..asalkan subuh bangun !        ( reminder ) Assalamualaikum ^^

Assalamualaikum, Sekarang baru betul-betul bebas..assignments settle, presentations suda, and portfolio 1Citizen pun dah di hantar. Cuak gilaaa..last minute buat itu padahnya -.-" Bila tengok gambar ni diDPkan oleh kinkin.. Teringat pulak waktu gambar ni disnap..berdekah! haihh kadang-kadang aku terfikir kalau benda tu terjadi lagi, alamat bisu lah #GadisUPM.. dah kalau yang peramah tiba-tiba murung, tak ke tragis? AHHAHAH nasib baik murung tak lama..legooo den! aku dah tau nak pujuk macam mana dah..yang aku fikir  'aku lapar..sila lupakan murung kalian and jom kita order makanan! kah kah kah' p/s : oh study week dah bermula..        so akan ada akak nasi lemak berlegar-legar disetiap aras!        me like it! :D

We barely talk to each other, I mean two of us. When everybody leave..we keep quite though we was 'subset' to talkative! LOL in other way, not-really-silent-people I was like... plan what should I say, what kind of topic? err.. what if she can't understand my joke? kah kah kah I think she never understand kot.. =.=" Hey SE HA, twitter diciptakan untuk kita berdua mungkin? adakah ini cinta? hewhew (.......)

plan kian berterabur -.- ohh study week Y U come too early?

Now I realize.. When someone expected us to be someone they hope we are, are exhausted! and annoying. Why I should behave according to what you want me to? That's not me.. can you let me be ME? I'm afraid you will leave.. :(

Assalamualaikum, Another one week before study week. *excited Gonna hangout with family before study week :D * A risk I know ( no worries, 1 hari je pungg) We choose Genting Highland since its not that far from my uni, but turn out to be A' Famosa Resort and might change again >.< or MAYBE Putrajaya jer (Hari Belia +++).. T____T I will only agree if Putrajaya got roller coaster or anything that could make me feel like flying or anything that can make me scream. ( not include Alif or Shafiq ajak gaduh and I have to scream ) NO! Done all presentations except for organizatinal behaviour course Already send all the reports except for organizational course ==" Still in love with #GadisUPM Done with registration for next sem! Revision? still in progress yo! but some subject(s) I will inject with "last minute study" which I think its work for test before..HAHA For intermediate accounting course will give 100% ATTENTION TO IT! I'm on the edge.. :...

aku insomnia, dan tu bukan persoalannya.. aku rasa macam tengah minum twister oren sejuk! dekat gurun sahara pehh pehh.. atau dalam bahasa mudah, aku rasa LEGA!! sangat-sangat lega..alhamdulillah ya Allah! bekas kekasih ( loya tekak baq hang ) aku getting engaged!! ya Allah rasa bersyukur sangat.. rasa bersalah kat dia akhirnya dah tak perlu bersarang dalam kepala otak aku lagi. yes he finally move on! and tunang dia cantik..way much better than me! cukup bodoh kalau dia tinggalkan gadis tu.. :) a good day for me I guess.. aku rasa madam pun dah tak akan diganggu lagi dengan mesej beliau yang macam orang gila talak ==" Alhamdulillah.. BEBASSSSSSS!!!

Assalamualaikum, Bila semua orang mula cakap pasal politik.. bila mahasiswa/siswi dah mula tunjuk muka, aku? ya..duduk tepi,sebab pada aku ini urusan ORANG TUA . K. aku lupa aku bukan budak sekolah rendah lagi -.-" tapi serius ilmu yang ada buat aku rasa lebih rendah dari budak sekolah rendah. noktah! p/s : aku fikir dunia ni dah cukup indah!        kau tak rasa macam tu? mungkin aku patut pakai kanta yang besar-jelas-nyata supaya aku nampak situasi sebenar :)

Bila kau ternampak crush lama di newsfeed, dan kau senyum..siap boleh like lagi post dia, hahha, ternyata redha itu indah :)

Assalamualaikum, Minggu yang sangat tough buat aku rasa macam nak rebah.. hiperbola disitu, rebah hanyalah perkataan indah untuk 'tidur dengan jayanya'. Aku syak reference omputih ni mungkin ada letak dadah, yang mengundang rasa mengantuk yang tidak bertepi. K Maka rasa mengantuk tu aku alihkan ke laman sosial, sebab aku pasti aku dah mendapat tidur yang secukupnya..ya aku pasti! *muka ketat* mengantuk tersebut hanyalah alasan untuk buat aku mengelak dari, melihat carta minda juga nota-nota yang berselerakan di atas meja juga katil. Click facebook..click twitter. Buka blog MR.K..pftt dia tak update, renung newsfeed scroll timeline comment..like..favourite..retweet,reply? urghh malas! baca status orang..itu memang sangat aku rajin. Kemudian berallih kepada profile picture/avatar Renung Renung Renung Dan aku terfikir..Muslimah Malaysia ada satu masalah.. Dan aku pelik, mereka tak sedar ke..atau tak tahu atau tak cukup ilmu ...

So about lee 'crush' I found that, he's just one of my puppy love! glad to know that.. pheww I make up my mind now~ Lessons : 1-Your eyes are too easy to be lied to,( hmm you handsome, k..) 2-Ask and beg for Allah guidance.. 3-doa is really important! By the way, it's was a nice feeling.. hehe.. thank you for make me realize that I'm still wanted to fall.. fall in love! *tetibe blushing In sha Allah.. I wanted a halal kind of love, Let's meet soon dear Jodoh! Thank you by the way for 'taking time'.. I'm still not 100% fall in love with Allah, I know I'm taking sooooooooooooo much time! Astaghfirullah! I keep forgot to say everyday how much ' I love U ' to madam, Freaking lazy to asked bout 'the boys' (your future bro-in-law) activities and life-what-so-ever, since I'm here at Selangor and dear family at Johor. *miss you guys So yeah.. I'm currently in love with my friend( s ) Again, thank you...

Brrr..cukup dengan hanya dengar korang gelak, dah buat hati aku senang selama 5 jam. on phone # GADISUPM LOL adakah ini cinta? Hihi..

Disisi mu ku terdiam 1000 bahasa, Dihati ku bergetar 1 000 000 rasa, Namun sukar untuk aku meluahkan ku cinta padamu~~ Nafasku terhenti bila melihat dirimu.. Terasa pantas degupan jantungku.. Cc: Nera #Jiwang Jarak ini sangat indah, kita guna telepati jer okay? ^^

Nama dia.. Nada kau.. Hey,mungkin aku patut paksa kaki ni untuk kebelakang beberapa langkah. Untuk kau,aku tak kisah! Kau lagi penting pada aku.. ^^

Cincin tu harganya cuma 3 ringgit. Tapi nilainya pada aku sangat bermakna, sebab ia cuma 1 tangga selepas cincin kahwin! Kah Kah Kah.. Perkataan KAWAN. Bunyinya sangat shahdu!

Assalamulaikum.. Now I really really understand,and feel it! Dakwah is not that easy..plus,when the other party was mualaf.. I'm scared..I'm not that good to advised you.. to make you understand.. to make you clear what Islam all about, because I'm also still walking across the road.. wanted to find the right way, wanted to reach at the certain point where Allah accept us, I'm born with Islam environment.. but I'm still lost, I really really hope you are doing well.. and dun give up! I'm proud of you..for being that strong, Alhamdulillah :')

Assalamualaikum, Good to be at room,no class..very calm,because I don't really love that hectic life..brr you know buses,hot weather,cold to death lecture room,afternoon class[tell me,who's gonna jump happily study kenegaraan at 1pm?] and so forth,but I do miss it when holiday started! erghh..human never be grateful for what he had -.-  So get some space to spend time with my lappy and notes,drink nestvita,chill with koko krunch..hihi and listen to taylor swift songs its such a blast! Ahhh lazing around is one of my strengths! It's already past a month sem 2 started..I could say it's awesome! since I just got class from monday until thursday ,almost all class with gadis upm *thank god and even make new friends,because on sem 1..we got no chance to talk to each other,yah do blame sit arrangement! But when you make new friends,obviously you want to understand each other so you know how to talk to? how they react? or can she or he accept jokes? or is she or he ge...

Assalamualaikum, Since tuan blog demam.. blog ni pun akan turut didemamkan. Tak terluah apa yang nak dikata otak malas nak proses ayat. saya demam dan saya okay :D saya nak type lagi..tapi saya, ermm saya.. okay Izza kau gedik, bye!

Adik aku pernah tanya madam, " mak..kalau kita masuk syurga,mesti boring kan? semua benda kita dapat.. tak payah kerja " Aku dah garu kepala..nak cakap pasal syurga,memikirkan yang wajib pun selalu diringankan,tak masuk lagi lukakan hati madam sebab bangun lambat,taknak ambik adik kat sekolah sebab malas drive,suka argue cakap along,yang sunat diabaikan..ingat kalau kena seksa bertahun-tahun kat neraka tak bosan?[pemikiran kompleks insan berusia 20tahun] lalu madam pun balas,disebabkan adik aku ni sangat kreatif dalam melukis,hal ehwal pasang memasang robot,benda-benda pelik..silap-silap kat backyard boleh buat kapal terbang kalau madam tak observe,madam cadangkan.. " kalau macam tu,abang mintak benda yang belum siap.. [papan,kayu,besi,skru,paku] lepas tu siapkanlah kat syurga tu, tak lah boring nanti ^^ " madam comel tau..aku tak tahu nak gelak or kagum dengan jawapan tu +_+ Waktu kecil,syurga neraka tu macam benda biasa jer..ben...