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Muhasabah Diri..

Assalamualaikum,


Harap tak terlambat untuk wish..happy malaysian day guys!
Kalau tak salah,rasanya seluruh IPTA/IPTS/SEKOLAH,cuti kan hari tu? untuk orang macam aku,yes..rasa sangat lega sebab tak perlu attend lecture,bersesak dalam bus and of course wake up early in the morning.



Past few days,I keep mumbling bout the uni life..I know people get annoyed with it! so do I..but could not help it,with the reason that

" we does'nt in the same shoe,so u can't understand my feeling! tsk tsk" 



but then I got 1 news from FB,that quite shocked! and seriously make me awake and be more strong to face all the problems.Which is one of my lecturemate had accident on the way to her uni at Northern University Of Malaysia.Her mom and her sister died on that tragedy!


Korang bayangkan Allah tarik someone yang very close to you sekelip mata! Apa korang nak buat? Aku cuba mampu berdoa dari jauh..supaya Syahila tak abaikan pelajaran dia,bukan nak suruh lupakan mak dia,just think bout one thing..which is,mak dia mesti nak dia berjaya,mak dia mesti taknak dia belajar separuh jalan,impian dan harapan ibu tu..cuba pegang! insyaallah kita pasti kuat,menangis lah..tapi jangan melebihi batas.


Sometimes I felt I'm the only one had an unfortunate fate! Now I'm anak yatim..sometimes it quite uncomfortable for me to sat on that kind of environment,who made me being serve with unusually I had.Someone talk to me too carefully so that they would not break my heart.I just can't get it! I'm okay..don't worry.






You know,I feel like want to cry out during first day in upm..all my friends came with their parents,some of them just hold their file and x-ray thingy while their parents dying to bring their luggage,bags,printer,another luggage,and also their 'baldi'..=="
And me? haihh..I scolded my mom when she trying to bring my luggage up to level 4! no lift..I rather walk up and down several time to brought all the luggage by my own,btw thanks along and his husband for their accompany :).


But then I realize that,I'm not the only one who had to face these kind of challenge..there are other people out there who receive more painful life than me.I should be grateful and have a faith on what Allah plan for me.








p/s : uni life seems to be
      harder and harder
:')





Comments

mocha~ said…
rot : the only choice is to be strong kan? :)
ixora einstein said…
keadaan kite tak jauh berbeza. it just so hard to learn and accept keadaan kat uni nih, tp izza.. yes there is only one choice left. and we need to face it. gud luck dear. may God bless u. :)
ashikinzulkefli said…
izza kuat ! jangan nanges tau tau tau . :) er, tanak ah mandi KK10 , ade hantuu :)
mocha~ said…
husna : ^^ harap okay laa kat sini,4 tahun tu panjang..
mocha~ said…
ekin oyeah : hantu? takpe kita redah jer..hehe
senyumSOYA said…
be strong & always remember Allah..
he is the best.. ^^"
al fatihah
ILA HonEyBuNNy said…
sedihh lak baca...

xmau cmne eh..kita yang hidup perlu tabah menghadapi segalanya..

khdpn d uni mmg kita kena tabah...ila dah rsa semua tu...insyaAllah lama2 ok la tu...
mocha~ said…
kak Ila : stress la hidup kat uni ni.. :(

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